I DON'T WANT TO GO!!

It's here. My worst nightmare has come true! We're moving to Illinois! And there is nothing that I can do about it. Although I'd like to pretend I can do something about it. So, in about two wks. my life will change forever. And the thing is I don't want it to. I guess I don't have a choice. I just feel like crying, which I've already done by the way. I have to go. But I'll keep it updated.

Moving

Well, I'm here to update. It looks like (to my disappointment) that we are indeed moving to Illinois. It may not be right away, but it is coming:( I guess it won't be so bad, but I just have to say for the record that we are moving because Frank got a pastor job there. And what that will mean in a few months, I honestly don't know. Let's just say that his "techniques" worry us. That's about all I can say without "putting him down." I just took a trip to Illinois and it is soooo much different there. The lifestyle and everything. NOTHING is the same. It doesn't even have any close similarites to good ole' California! When I was a bit younger I used to wish that I could live anywhere but California. I guess the saying is true "Careful what you wish for" you just might get it. I been in many states throught the U.S. and I can honestly say without reservation that California is by far one the best places to live. So, my mom is going out to Illinois to check it out and to see if she can find a place to live. I guess in some small way I'm secretly hoping that she won't find anything so that we don't have to go out right away. I do want what God has for my life and if that means going to Illinois then so be it, but everyonce in awhile human nature kicks in. That's just life. Well that it for now.

Peace out,
gyspy