Thursday, March 29, 2007

Praises

Today is a T-riffic day!

Do you know why it's such a T-riffic day?

Well, it's because I've had such a T-riffic day! I'm in a really good mood today. Nothing special or out of the ordinary has happened, other than the fact that I have good health and a family!

So, right now I just want to say, 'Thank you Jesus, for such a T-riffic day!'

I love you sooo much...muah!

Well, I have some more great news. I have been doing well in my schoolwork, the Lord has been helping me, and I've been getting it done, just like I asked him. So, I'm happy and thankful for that!

Let's see, what else?

OH! I might be going to spend the summer with my best friend, working at a summer camp!!! I'm sooo excited. I really hope the job comes through!!!! I really want to go. So, ya, I'll be praying and asking the Lord for that.

Well, I can't think of anything else to write or talk about! I'll update later!

Thank you Jesus!

gypsy

Monday, March 26, 2007

Rambling about my Confusion

This is going to be real quick. I don't have a lot of time to be, "deep." LOL.

Anyway....
My last blog, I said that I would try not to complain about my situation. Well, I've failed, and miserably!!! I'm not perfect! I do have to say though, I don't complain as much, as before. So, I am improving a little bit. :) Thank the Lord for that.

So,
I'm still struggling with the schoolwork. So, I better get off and get back to it!!!!

Oh, and about the "mystery guy." Nothing, has happened at all. Nothing!!! I mean, not that it should. I just wish that I knew how he felt about me!!! Oh, well.

I'm pathetic! I know.

Well, until laterz.

the,
Gypsy

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Revelation

I'M BACK! YAY!

OK, time to get down to business.

This is going to be fairly quick. Or, so I say.

Anyway, I just want to say, WOW! What an awesome God I serve! He's so faithful to show me where I've gone wrong and comfort and be there to help me! All I can say is WOW!

He's shown me that, I need to stop thinking about myself, and to start thinking about others. I don't need to be consumed with myself, cuz...I'm not that interesting..lol.

The whole time that I've been living here, I've been so consumed with myself and what I want. I didn't stop to think of others around me. How selfish is that? Bad, I know. I've been struggling with just being content here, cuz everything in me doesn't want to be here!! The Lord is slowly opening up my eyes and showing me that, there is some good here and even though I don't' love it....I can be contented with it!!! Amen! So, I'm trying to be more positive and trying to discover the silver lining out of every situation. I'm not perfect, but who is? Besides Jesus. No one..that's who?

So....I'm going to make a pact with myself...that from now one I WILL TRY not to complain about my present situation...and instead praise the Lord for it, and see if maybe I can enjoy myself..for however long I'm here.

I love you soooooo much Jesus!!!!!

Alrighty, I'm signing off...until later.

Peace out,
the gypsy

Monday, March 12, 2007

Wonder

Wonder.

What a word. Right? This particular word can mean so many things. The question is ' What does it mean to you?'
At times I think I might know what it means to me and then at other time I have not the faintest clue. We can put this word into many different contexts and we can choose which ones we put it into. How wonderful is that? You see what I mean??

Well, at the moment I have a special meaning for this word. I at this very moment know what it means to me and know what context to put it into.

And it is this...

It means to me this, I want to know something and I wonder about this particular issue...and at times I don't know if I will ever know. I want to know so badly, but the million dollar question is, "Will I ever know?"

The context I put this word into is this...
I wonder if this particular guy (who shall remain nameless, for security reasons...:)) likes me, or if he ever will. I think at one time he might have, but I want to know if at this very minute if he does or not. I know this pathetic, but I can't help it. I don't have the guts to ask him, and when I do e-mail him, just to say hello; he NEVER responds!!! Do you know how frustrating???? Well, it extremely is!!!!!

OK...
I've calmed down a bit. I'm going to sign off now.

I just have this one prayer...

Dear Jesus,
Will I have know if he likes me? And could I find out soon?? Please!!!
Amen.