Wishing

So, here I am again. I'm in a better mood today, which I consider pretty good. Considering the fact that I don't have days like this very often. When I have days I like this I consider myself very blessed. I have beening watching the first season of Veronica Mars lately and to say the least it has been very interesting. It's a show about a teenage detective and her greatest weapon is revenage. It's very serious there's not a lot of "fun" in the show, but somehow I love it. Maybe it's because she so good at solving crimes or something. I don't really know but I do know that at times I find myself wishing just a little bit that I was as "smart" as she it. But of course I know that her "smartness" comes from the wrtiters of the show. But wouldn't it be kinda cool if someone wrote out our lives like that and would could be "smart" and kick butt just like her? Sometimes I think that it would be. But I'll never know..now will I?

More questions..no answers!

Here I am again. My life feels like its going in major slow motion..and I'm talking really, really, slooooow! Almost to the point that it's stopped. Ok, I know that my life is great compared to other people around me....and I'm sorry for being ungratful. But come on..I would like the chance to help the ones that are hurting around me. But I can't even do that. Everything that I try to do..just seems so hard to acomplish. I wonder why? But I guess all the hardships and fast balls that life throws us are just to build character in us and make us better people, but why does the process have to be so hard and so looong? I just wish there was some shorter way...around it all. LoL...I sound like some person that has gone throught something tragic. But really I haven't..I'm just dealing with the normal fast balls in life..with extra "omph" in it. Well I think that's all for now.

gyspy

Lost

I feel as if I'm lost in a sea of sand. I can't find my way out, the more I try the more I get lost. I wish that there were directions or a map that showed that way out but there isn't. I have to rely on my out wits and knowledge of the "sea of sand" to find my way out of it gripping clutches.

Well, I just created this blog thingy...and I'm not even sure what exactly this is. This should be interesting. I was told that this would be good for improving my writing skills. I sure hope they were right. Well later for now.


gyspy